Arrrrrrgh!

and I don't mean in a piratey way... It's been 19 days since I've logged on.. February has not been all that pleasant of a month and I'm finding myself OBSESSED with a current dream... Having not worked now for approx 7 months, I am feeling a bit guilty at how hard Ken works and I think thats part of whats fueling this dream. I want US to retire. Financially not feasible at this time so it stands as a dream. It doesn't help that I have found our PERFECT retirement home. It fills all the necessary criteria, Style of home : check, land: (15 acres) check, location: check (in the country, close to town, Bloomington Indiana,population 30,000, 50 miles from Big City, Indianapolis), and dammit I love it, Ken does too at least what we are able to see of it in pictures.. Our style of Urban Lodge fits this home perfectly, it has room for horses, today I'm focusing on Clydesdale rescue, yesterday it was Thoroughbred rescue, tomorrow it may be shetland ponies.. but it's my dream... The property has an old barn in addition to the house, covered swimming pool, and horse barn and I'm thinking it would be a perfect guest house? so everyone cross your fingers.. It's going to take a lotto win at this point.. but hey! someone has to win...